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The Killers - Mr. Brightside |
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"And Peter said, 'Just fucking paint.' They were supposed to be above representational art. Making prety pictures. They were supposed to learn visual sarcasm. Misty said they were paying too much tuition not to practice the techniques of effective irony. She said a pretty pic- ture didn't teach the world anything. And Peter said 'We're not old enough to buy beer, what are we supposed to teach the world?' There on his back in their nest of weeds, one arm behind his head, Peter said, 'All the effort in the world won't matter if you're not inspired.' ....His tounge stained green, he said, 'I bet if you painted whats in your heart, it could hang in a museum.' What was in her heart, Misty said, was pretty much silly crap. And Peter just looked at her. He said, "So what's the point of painting anything you dont love?" What she loved, Misty told him, would never sell. People wouldn't buy it. And Peter said, 'Mabye you'd be surprised.' This was Peter's theory of self-expression. The paradox of being a professional artist. How we spend our lives trying to express ourselves well, but we have nothing to tell. We want creativity to be a system of cause and effect. Results. Market- able product. We want dedication and disipline to equil recognition and reward. We get on our art school treadmill, our graduate program for a master's in fine arts, and practice, practice, practice. With all out excilent skills, we have noth- ing special to document. According to Peter, nothing pisses us off more than when some strung-out drug addict, a lazy bum, or a slobbering pervert creates a masterpeice. As if by accident. Some idiot who's not afriad to say what they really love."
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